Are you worth trusting?

Trust!

Sounds scary ain't it? Well, it is meant to be scary, because it comes with a load of responsibility... Why do you trust someone? Why should someone trust you? Why trust anyways? These questions keep hitting me day in day out, and I have no clue whatsoever about answering any of them.

The closest reason that makes sense in answering any of the above is because of past experience in being cheated by someone... That is why I think we become cautious of all around us, and look out for a few that are worth trusting.

But how do you know who to trust? Thats the second part, right?

Well, no answer there either :). I am just asking questions here, I am not providing solutions anyway...

Well, I don't have any answers, if you do, let me know....


Finally, just another question: Can you trust yourself? Think about it!!!

Complicated Life

Life is complicated. Everyone agrees to it. I don't. Whatever happens, you can always make it right. There is nothing in life that can't be solved.

All you need to do is relax. When you are agitated or emotional, you don't listen or care about anything. That's when you start feeling life is complicated. I try to live life very easily. I laugh off the most important or painful things I hear and it helps. People might think I am unemotional and have a don't care attitude at times, but the truth is I care and understand. Just that I don't think its right to be sad. There have been times in my life when I have been low, and I will not go back. Life is all about waiting for what is going to come and take it. Never question what happened or why it happened. It will make you insecure and weak...

But who am I kidding, things don't happen for the good always :(. I still remember a quote I read somewhere long time back

"Life is pain, princess. . . anyone who says differently is selling something"

Things just happen! The important thing is to accept them. The more you can accept, the more you survive...

So, the problem I am usually in is how to tackle a situation!

Laugh it off and then find solutions, or seriously accept it, then solve it ....

The point is u need to solve it whatever way you take. I choose the first usually, but not ALWAYS...

Something just came in my mind:
"Life is an open book, the problem is you have to read it all sequentially"

Time is running out

Sometimes I wonder how time just goes by without notice until its too late....

For example, when I was a school kid and and some ideas or ambitions I wanted to fufill I just kept them aside thinking, once I get into college I'll look into 'em. Then, in college I actually had a few real thoughts about what I will do with my life and what to do...

But, these things always take a back seat to things that others think are of more significance, for example, studies, job and other so called RIGHT things..

But, I keep asking myself, if I always keep doing things this way, would I not have to face myself someday, and answer the basic question, 'WHAT DID I WANT?', and I think I will...
And that day there will be no answer, only a stupid 'SORRY' that will be of no use!

I know all I am doing is repenting and making excuses :(, but I hope, yes HOPE, that one day, I'll go crazy enough to stop wondering and pondering, but actually take a STEP, and then I won't stop....

Till then, I'll keep cursing...

Pain......

Yesterday, something happened. Something that I didn't want.

I was coming back to home after a treat, and while coming back, on the road, a dog almost came under a scooty driven by a woman right in front of me...

Okay, there is a little bit of history to this. Actually, I have been unfortunate to hit a dog while riding a bike a few months back. Although, the dog got hurt, but then he got up and ran off, I had a leg full of bruises and had a little moment of getting faint kind of feeling (so I drive more carefully now, ya sure lol )...

So, coming back to what happened yesterday, I somehow had a complete flashback of what happened to me, and that made my head go completely silent, and I mean it. It was like I could no longer hear anything (thankfully, I could see things :P ), and I couldn't imagine what if that would have happened to the woman in front of me...

When I came real close to my home, I saw a dog who probably got hit by a car or something, and he was lying there with his eyes open, but couldn't move...

And that was it. I had to stop. I stopped and moved the dog to the side... It was so hurting to see the poor thing in pain, and I had no idea what to do.

So, I just got back and drove on (like a coward)....

Today morning, the dog wasn't there anymore :( and I am still wondering what happened...
And the feeling isn't good